Is so hard to do. But idk if we ever speak again. I have to stand up for me.
This is the chemical formula for love:
dopamine, seratonin, oxytocin.
It can be easily manufactured in a lab, but overdosing on any of them can cause schizophrenia, extreme paranoia, and insanity.
Let that sink in.
I want to be missed and wanted right now.
What’s this. ” it’s time for me to be an adult” crap everyone’s trying to kick. Like everyone’s trying to be an adult !! We have no choice ! But who says spontaneity and living has to stop? Maybe it’s because I jut refuse to live this slave wage lifestyle. Like I see some of the people in my life that aren’t happy and it’s because they have to live restrictedly on someone else’s schedule and with no vacation time.
The whole situation I’ve found myself in recently is my “turn of the twenties” phase. Where I really have to let people go an be ok with them being gone. If you don’t wanna be here that’s all fine and dandy but the door won’t be a swinging one anymore. I have to leave this shit alone. You can’t just come and go when you and the situationship your in now isn’t working the way you want it too. I’m not a doormat. You can’t walk all over me. Cause your confused about wtf your doing in your life.
Ok I’m done.
I’ve been pushed back into this lonely room. And forced to deal with it.